Monday, December 28, 2009

weeeeeee....

guess what? i have a follower! wahahahhaha...this is awesome..though its just one, its a start..a new start for me to start back this writing thingy! :)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Chalk

At this very moment I should be driving a GTI with a DSG in it. At this very moment I should have a Ultra Mega Photonic Gaming Rig! And, at this very moment I should be living my life to the fullest! But why is it not happening? Have I not Worked enough? Have I not dream enough? I guess Patience is a Virtue. May the Waves of Mystery come to me from all angles and shall I prevail.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Its been a while..

Last Friday, I get to go out with Ben and Sugarcane. This time I didn't do any stupid moves! (Did I?) Its been a while, though its just uptown with Ais Kacang, Chee Cheong Fun and a couple of drinks, its still fun. To see her again, this time I get to snap her! *giggles*. I definitely can visualize that, this year I'll be taking loads of shots of human subjects! *hint* Can't wait! Til then..Ja-Na

Ojective Oriented

To win a war, you maybe to lose some battles. That's what objective oriented people do. Here's a thought. What if we can apply the same methods in life? Isn't that interesting?

"To achieve your objective, sacrifice is a must."

But, to fully understand the rule of Operation Objective Oriented (OOO), one need to understand the World War II war reports. Well, some of you might not even be interested in reading them. Well, read no more! Come and drop shells with me and the answers to all doubt shall be answered!

With the Companions of Heroes, you will experience friendship, hardship, stress-ship, joy-ship, evil-ship and also best of all is the taste of revenge, the sweetness of it all!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Oh! Mighty One..

For my heart is engulfing my body,
For I start to feel silly,
I need Your Strength,
I need Your Willpower,
I need You to by My torch,
To go forth, is getting harder each day,
To be at the point, is fading away in fog,

Oh, Mighty One,
Please don't Leave me at times like this,
Please give me a chance to light It up Again,
Like how I've Lit It up for the First Time,

For I give hope, I gain hope, I preach hope,
I would like to receive hope,
I want to be There,
I want to reach There,
Let Me be There,
For I can foresee, there's so much can be done,
That can mold the future generations,

May it be a minor change,
In due time it will be One,
In due time it will all be how We all want.

Oh Mighty One,
Bear with me,
Just a little bit more time,
Just a little bit more joy,
Just a little bit more hope,
And It all will End Well.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

I will..

I will...

Slow down playing CoH,
Spend more time with you,
Get to know you more,
Slow down smokin',
Take more pictures of that gorgeous you,

If Valentina Vaughn is my girlfriend...

I will...

Stop playing CoH,
Stop watching porn,
Stop idling around,
Stop building castle in the air,
Get a life,
Get more closer to you,
Smoke with you,
Do everything with you,
Not only take pictures, but videos of you and me,

If Nautica Thorn is my girlfriend...

Ja-Na!

Monday, March 02, 2009

Striked Out!

After a good session of games, I went back home..and found out that my internet connection is down..AGAIN! I thought that maybe the exchange at the ISP is down. This morning I checked again. Its still down. Moments after that, I called up the ISP, the line is still active. There we go the router is stroked by lightning.

I'm not sad or furious about it. I'm just wondering to myself. Why is there so much I have to go through with? Or is it really The Time to move on and do something else? Is this really The Time to Go?

I wish someone could help me to get The Answers. I guess only The Mind can. What a life to live, knowing that The Mind has all the answers, but The Conscious just can't find it.

Ja-Na

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Music Stick!

It was a sunny Sunday, until the rain pour! Well, wished the weather this year would be a pleasing one and that's what you get. Like they say be careful for what you wish for!

I was suppose to play another round of gun powder and artillery shell, due to the rain, I'm stuck at home! damn! I even got my sponsors waiting! *grins*

Well, after cooking a packet of Ramen (tomato flavour! My favourite!) (which my mom got from a massage machine promotion) i felt at least my stomach ain't that hungry.

As I browse through what I've downloaded and did some housekeeping,(even the porn industry is slowing down..dangz) I stumble across an album which i acquired and guess what? Its from Lady GaGa. I remembered I saw her first sing out in "So You Think You Can Dance" last year; boy!, she got wicked shades! *laughs*

All I can say is her tunes are insanely addictive! *laughs* very club-ish, catchy! You might wanna check it out!

The smell of artillery shells & gun powder!

Its been a while since I last had a decent gathering with my fellow mates and have a good dose of gaming in a cyber cafe! (only 1 week actually)

But this time, its rather different. I guess its because we decided to join the upcoming tournament that the cyber cafe owner is going to organize. For the fun of it, since the game that we play is having a very good response in that particular cyber cafe. I'm really happy that the owner really put effort in expanding the gaming scene in Malaysia.

The cyber cafe that I'm mentioning is in Aman Suria, its called Tbunt. Decent lighting, loads of PCs (with and without headphones), hot chics to look at! *giggles* the best of all, they play games! daymn!

The game that I mentioned earlier is called Companies of Heroes: Opposing Front. Its something like Blizzard's Starcraft, or some people call it RTS (Real Time Strategy) kind of genre.

This is one game that is not easy to capture the gamers heart. But, with proper exposure it will give a cyber cafe a good revenue.

I'm also glad that they listen to their customers. The day I mentioned about Warhammer 40,000: Dawn Of War 2, the next visit (which was before I blog this) Its installed! And it only launched a week ago! Now that's what I call initiative! I respect that! They really have the passion for gamers!

What a way to spend my Saturday night. I know its lame to play games on a Saturday, mostly people will drink so much til it take them 20 mins to walk bake to their car, 30 mins to find the keys, 3 hours to reach home and another 45 mins to figure out which key is the lock and which key is for the door. *giggles*

Anyways, have a great weekend! Ja-Na!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

W221 350L Finally!

I've always fantasize of driving the new Mercedes S Class W221 350L (long wheelbase)the moment I laid eyes on it months back. Today I got to drive it! Sweet! As expected the interior feels good( of course nothing beats the Rolls Royce interior). I repeat it feels good, not look the looks. The tachometer was awesome! its like GUI on PC *giggles*.

The torque was good but still can feel the jerky feeling. Speed was impressive. Cornering was rather scary. It felt like I'm gonna sway off the road when I did a decent turn. I guess its not good to corner in high speed with this car.

What keeps my interest in this car was the harman kardon speakers. For a standard package, I was really really falling in love with it. The menu selector or I rather call it GUI (Graphic User Interface) is rather better then the BMW. I've yet to sit in any new beemers so I guess maybe theirs will be more complicated (as always)

Aha! The lumbar seats comes with vibrators that massages the drivers back, awesome!

Overall I would still buy it if I were to have Gs. Until then Ja-Na

Vacation..

To have mum taught me her ultimate secret recipe was an honor. I finally get to do it with my own to hands and it turned out fine. Taste the same! yeay! But, I still have to work on the presentation.

Basically, my whole holiday was more to perfecting my bakery skills. Which I wanted to always do for so long!

Though rain pours down every single day in Miri, Sarawak. I didn't grumble or mind a bit, I miss the chill weather, miss the mosquito bite and miss the fact that I'm back home( At least in Borneo).

I wish that I really could make it back home to my hometown. I guess the next trip will be definitely be it. Though long lost friends are off back to work or out of my hometown, I definitely miss the ambiance itself.

Its great to see relatives far and near ties gather together though some are still having troubles internally. I do really hope that things will patch up for them.

As for me, I guess it was a great CNY, for me its a new start. I really can feel it this time. 2009 maybe a year where crisis submerge all over globally. For me its going to be a great year! Ya-Ta!

Now I'm back, lets make it happen people! Though my Mind is still dangling on visual. Its getting back its sight by the day.

Enough grief, enough agony, enough jealousy, enough pain.

Time to shine, time to roll out, time to be busy, and time to be bright again!

Until then ja-na

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Its Tuesday

Well I've promise someone to update my blog on Monday. But, its already Tuesday! I guess I'll blog it out tonight. Sorry to keep you waiting CJ..

Ja-Na

Friday, February 06, 2009

Ox-ressusitated

I went back to Miri Sarawak for my CNY. Took a few photos, basically it rains the whole stay there. In KL it rains not more then 6 hours, but over there, the rain takes a break of max 15 minutes before it starts to rain again. I'll write back in on the juicy details(Still editing and choosing the right pictures)..So CJ..thanks for asking and thanks for motivating, I'm still choosing the pictures cause there are important for me to make the Tsunami of Saliva to occur..hehe..I'll prep and upload everything on by Monday. Until then Ja-Na

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Idiocracy

What came out on the newspaper recently and also accusation towards the wrong party is total the act of idiotic.

How can a legalize sport is to be put to blame being using illegal items for the sport? Now what? You guys don't get the cut in between? Or just plain jealous? Or is it just lazy to even put effort in supporting the interest of the younger generation of this country.

Yes, paintball is legal in Malaysia, else why they held tournament all around Malaysia? Its generating money for everyone. The society is happy, as to the dealers, as to the law that legalized it on certain safety requirements.

No, airsoft is not legal in Malaysia, but hey, if other countries can legalize the sport, why not us? If you would to google up airsoft products. Even the military and law enforcers are impress with the result that is given. I guess Malaysia's Protector has more advance products and they have no interest in this type of bullshit.

But, if one were to get caught possessing or owning one, don't blame it on the others, don't blame it on paintball. Just make sure that airsoft is either STRICTLY illegal or ban it straight. Why is there still bits and pieces around whereby the big shots are the ones that is to get blamed for.

I'm not siding on even both side. As the matter of fact I love airsoft more then paintball, but the law abides Malaysian citizen to own one, so all we have is Youtube clips and also catalogs from the internet to quench our thirst for the passion of that sport.

I would really like to see the country evolves with more common sense in the brain and not just "whats my cut" philosophy to everything that goes in and out of the country. Fuck that!

It kills the enthusiast, it kills the dreams, therefore, it kills the interest to even live in one country when the law of it just doesn't make any sense. To evolve, to grow, one needs to bare with the consequences, due in time it will be all good. That's called effort. Is there effort in this matter?

Don't just look at the dark perspective of a sport or even a product. Think of the bright perspective on what good can it do to the society and also the country and it will be all smooth. Bad seeds will always grow, else what are law enforces for? Minimizing the cause is better then having it infected all over.

Its human nature that laws are mend to be broken, but if its kept and preserve in the proper correct manner, we can uphold and upgrade to be better human beings and not just being stagnant at one point but wish so much to grow.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Dangz

My PC's motherboard got fried! So, I'll be surfing less for the time being. I shall be blogging on an Intel Core i7 PC in the next blog entry *grin*

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

What's Love?

Some say,"Love makes your world a colourful one", or even "Love makes one blind" or "Love makes you things you never thought of doing before"

But what does it actually feel or mean, this Love. What does it do? How does it affect individuals? Does love have categories? Does love need conditions? Does Love even exist anymore?

Well, from My point of view, its nothing but bunch of bullshit. Its bullshit when someone is in denial of that love for something or someone. Love doesn't have to be shown or to be written. Love speaks for itself.

But, like every other word meant. Love too has pros and cons. Hah! I bet you even never thought of this one didn't you?

Lets see, whats so bad about Love? Lets start from the top. When there's love, there's jealousy. When there's jealousy, there's hatred, when there's hatred, here comes the interesting part. There's scandal, after that it becomes heartache, then it all goes around in a big circle again. Maybe I missed out a few other more important ingredients in this process of love.

But more importantly, what or would I put it, how did all of that happened? *smiles*

I can tell you one of many. It all started when a boy tells a girl, "Be mine, and I'll give you the moon and the stars". It used to be pickup lines back in our parents age.

Today its "Be mine, but you can't talk or meet any other guys"..?

So what does all that means? Its conditional Love! Imagine something so wonderful being put in as a contract? Something so pure, so sacred. Its like planting orchids then one fine day one will isolate it, cause its too precious or beautiful to be expose.

What da fuck is that suppose to mean? Does one ever remember who gave that flower to human beings? How can you decide one something that is not even yours? How can greed can just arise when one is dealing with another one? not thing?

Then comes the type of love.."I Love you, but I'm not in Love with you". Now tell me what da fuck is that suppose to mean? *giggles*

Does love have categories now? wow..There's so many rules and regulations in Love, where is the freedom? Cause that's all humankind have left.

No wonder you see people argue, kill, fight. Its all because in the beginning itself one is already spoiling the core.

Protesting or showing hatred doesn't help to get Love back. But, to build the One Love that always and has been in all human being is what we should do. So that, our future generation will enjoy the true meaning of Love. Ja-Na